Archive for ◊ November, 2006 ◊

Author: VSC
• Tuesday, November 21st, 2006

No, really. Because the vivid stress dreams have no meaning what so ever.

Admittedly though, this one was a bit over the top.

I don’t remember all of it now, but the general idea was that grandma, while crazy in the dream, was, on some level, aware that she needed full time care. But since all her children were panicking about putting her some place that could provide her with that (IE, a “home”), she decided that she’d have to do something so over the top that they’d have to do something. So she killed someone.

But that doesn’t even begin to cover it. She didn’t just kill someone, she grabbed a guy off the street, dragged him into the shop/house that we were staying in, and literally ripped his throat out with her teeth. We found her giggling, covered in blood. My mother was understandably upset. I think this pissed Grandma off. I think she may have rushed at my mother, but I can’t remember for sure. I do remember the last bit before I woke up though… Monacita and I were supposed to be staying in separate rooms for some reason. It was late, and I was getting ready for bed. Monacita came over and knocked on my door. I let her in and we bolted the door shut. I remember we were hearing sounds from the hall. In the dream I believed that as long as Grandma kept some sense of sanity we were safe… But it was still horrifying. Monacita and I curled up in bed holding each other. It was a surreal moment… I heard sounds in the hall that I was pretty sure was Grandma doing a repeat performance on someone (perhaps my mother), and I was terrified, but as we curled up together, and got more into our little world, the sounds faded, and I felt warm and safe.

From a relationship stand point, that dream is pretty damn awesome.

From a family stand point, Thursday may sort of suck.

The idea of Grandma ripping some guy’s throat out with her teeth was kind of funny though.

Did I mention that the whole dream, while stressful, did have a certain black comedy aspect to it?

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Author: VSC
• Thursday, November 09th, 2006

Somehow November, barely a week old, has become the month of spending. I’ve been trying to be better on that count, with limited success. But the last week has been ridiculous. The pump for the 50 gallon fish tank finally seems to have wedged a snail into a locale that we just can’t extract it from, and makes this horrible grinding noise when plugged in. I’ve taken it apart and rinsed it out twice, (which usually fixes it) but to no avail.

Then my cell phone died. And not one of those “I’m bored with this, lets see what happens when you spike it on the cement!” deaths either. The battery has, apparently, been leaking acid for quite some time. The contacts have some really interesting crystaline features on them now, and the battery acid that got on one of my lab printouts will someday be immortalized forever on microfiche. So a new phone was purchased.

Then the tank showed up. In the begninning of August, I ordered a bigger tank for the tropical terrarium. At the time I felt (incorrectly) that I could afford it. When the end of October rolled around and it still hadn’t shown up, I felt like I could legitimately ask for my deposit back. Except they had no record of my deposit. I went home and looked around. Apparently, neither do I.

I was planning on asking them if they could give me store credit or something (I drop rather a lot of money on pet food there, they know me), but once I got my new cell phone up and running, I discovered that I had three messages: each from the Vivarium, each from a different person letting me know that my tank was there, and two of them happened to mention that it was beautiful.

Of course it’s beautiful. who the fuck custom orders something ugly?